As a current senior preparing to graduate in a few months, life feels pretty surreal right now. I am an extreme planner, and have literally planned every minute of my life out and have always known what my plans were for future years. Letting go of the control of my plans and letting God have control of my life has always been one of my biggest struggles. And yet this year I have had to come to the realization that in about 5 months from now, I have no idea what is going to happen. While before I have always had to give part of my plans up to God, I always knew I would be enrolled in school somewhere. I knew I would either be living at home or at a college. I knew that my life would be based on semesters, and that each semester, I had at least a little security of knowing what was going to happen for the next couple of months. I had the security of rules, from living in my parents house and from going to a Christian college with strict regulation...